My best friend and dancing professionally with Brendan had both gone. It seemed like everything I'd ever wanted and worked for had been removed, just like that." In the book, Camilla does not refer to Natasha by name. "First of all, this is not a kiss 'n' tell book. The couple tied the knot in Ibiza in July 2010 – their wedding featured exclusively in HELLO!It's a book for anyone going through a hideous time: they might be being teased at school, being bullied at work… magazine – and now live together in Walton-on-Thames.She winces with each move of her body and has to abandon her dance practice.Back at home her hands ache so much she can barely cut up her lunch or work the remote control to change channels on the television.had a shopping list and a newsreader was on it and I was their easiest target."I honestly tried every single excuse not to do it, but I was cajoled and in the end I ran out of excuses.The Strictly Come Dancing star has to ask someone to help her put on her dancing shoes as she is too stiff to bend forward enough to do it.HE SAYS I love unhealthy food, such as Big Macs and pizzas - I go to Mc Donald's or Burger King for lunch most days. My dad took ballroom lessons and met his second wife, who owns a dance school.

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Ola Jordan Ola, 26, was raised in Poland and is married to James Jordan. DANCE PARTNERGMTV presenter and former tennis player Andrew Castle, 44.

Karen Hardy Karen, 38, is married with a three-year-old son, Callum.

In her new book – part autobiography, part self-help manual – the 40-year-old talks openly about the end of her romance with Brendan, which played out in full view of the British public. Anyway, it would be very hard to carry on if I didn't forgive," she added.

Camilla and Brendan both took part in the first series of CLICK ON PHOTOS TO ENLARGE Camilla Dallerup described her split from Brendan Cole as "like a mini death" The pretty blonde said it took her three years to get over the end of the relationship. "You go through the arc of grief, anger, bitterness. "Show business is a small world and you keep meeting the same people." Camilla has moved on; she is now happily married to actor Kevin Sacre.